The Hypochondriac

I'm a hypochondriac. Every few years I get myself into a panic after convincing myself that I'm suffering from a fatal decease.

I won't bother you with what horrible decease that I'm anxious about, but I'm sharing it because this type of anxiety is completely debilitating. When I feel like this I can't concentrate on anything, all I do is fret.

One thing hypochondria does do, however, is to focus your attention much more on God. All that I desire right now is to experience Gods presence and goodness in life. I pray that I will come to live a life of trust in God and not to be fearful of life.

p.s. Did I use 'debilitating' correctly, or does it not mean what I think it means?