The Hypochondriac 2

Its not just my state of mind but also the fact that I have nothing meaningful to occupy myself with.

The last 2 months all I've been doing is either watching TV or staring out of the window. University doesn't start before the 9th of October, but I don't really have any interests in that anymore. All I'm doing is waiting to see the specialist doctor which I have been referred to. Originally I was given an appointment for the 30th of October, but this has been moved forward to the 10th.

I've all but convinced myself that I am sick, with only slight doubt stalking me.

"I am a worm and not a man" (Psalm 22:6, NIV).

When I tread the verge of Jordan,
Bid my anxious fears subside;
Death of deaths, and hell's destruction,
Land me safe on Canaan's side.